addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
dying is fine)but Death
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
?o
baby
i
wouldn't like
Death if Death
were
good:for
when(instead of stopping to think)you
begin to feel of it,dying
's miraculous
why?be
cause dying is
perfectly natural;perfectly
putting
it mildly lively(but
Death
is strictly
scientific
& artificial &
evil & legal)
we thank thee
god
almighty for dying
(forgive us,o life!the sin of Death
ee cummings
i think that this poem is really woah. ee cummings is woah. and i'm in my "death"-themed lousy mood again so it's nice to read and think.. he's comparing dying- the physical cessation of life vs death- of one's spirit. i.e. you can be physically alive but spiritually dead. was wondering if it really is possible to be physically dead but spiritually alive. which is the basis of religions isn't it? beyond this imaginary line things are just a giant question mark (to me).
it's strange that when you haven't heard from someone for really long, it feels like the person's gone.. :( and as much as you think you feel that person's presence every now and then, you can't help but wonder if it's self-conjured and merely a figment of your imagination.
am feeling totally drained for i don't know what reason. wanted to do some consolidation but gah my brain is like agh so tired. highly unproductive. am disappointed with myself... i am a slow poke and i will go sleep now.